another sleepless night of memories

Those days those times
drowning in delight
didn't look at my watch once
pretend you heard it in a movie,
no time passes like the time we passed it up
and night talks have a way about themselves.
i can't fade the moments
Me won't let Me
you with me
bloody, messy romance
it clings to me, Always
i feel the pain I've put you through
but i'm in love with only You

you not with me now
a fact that gleams
the way the memory replays itself
begins to hurt my eyes
and my muscles like a burning

I still dream that
someday wind will back me,
And she'll embrace me as her own
I'll think back on all I've left behind
Laughing, thinking on all I still have

can't quite grip this,
suspicious eyelids blinking
to keep the light out in turn

taking leave of boundless love,
i'd shudder to think of how
but tomorrow there'll be loneliness,
and it all seems darker now

i think love is like sand,
the way it behaves as it falls through hands.
this Road was never meant to end
these who are Strangers now, were old friends.

i think that i have cried in the past couple of days over some such silliness that left my life so hollow feeling
this isn't a poem
it isn't a story,it isn't anything creative
i hope that i'm dumb sometimes and i just don't see the shit

going to cry myself to sleep with the light off...
stupid
stupid
nearly forgot to wish my dear ones..
Sid,Ashu,Mujji,Anshu,Akhil,sheetal,shilki and sukku.
i know you are always there for me whatever happens.
Happy Friendship day to all of you.