Wednesday, April 30, 2008
They influence my activity in such matters as sleeping, studying and gym.I hate these in a likable way.Two exams have come and gone like whirlwinds ...just four more to go.
highlight of the week--
on 2nd Nikki is getting married...party time hehe...
Sunday, April 27, 2008
It was a beautiful view in the night too.We sat on Lake's bank in the night and it was fun sitting there and talking to my friends...and i would b lying if i say that i didn't miss her..:-( ...all the effort that i put to forget her has been ineffectual till now..i am so weak here,it's so recondite.Still can't believe that cupid hit me.
it's Vicky signing off ......muaaaaaaaaaahhhh
after so long i feel happy....:-)
Friday, April 25, 2008
Didn't go to college today,thought i would study something but i just kept on sleeping whole day!So let it be tomorrow then.
Here's some news..
According to US paper a Police officer has sued the family of a baby he saved because he injured himself while saving the baby.lol..isn't it supposed to be cops duty :-)
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
I have always evaded so many rules before so this time it was no different.
I knew i would subterfuge this one too...and i did,all it took was 10 minutes of convincing of my H.O.D.He is 7 years veteran with an aggressive mien.
So, now i only need to go 3 days to college a week.You've no idea..It's such a relief.
were there to eat and gaze at bride as usual.
was cheerful as always.
Our eyes met for a moment and clearly his eyes flouted me.
Told me he's still in love and not able to forget that nymph from delhi.such a dunderhead he is.
like always had that woebegone look on his face.
as usual gave everybody that inscrutable smile.
Came back home at 2:30. Felt like a rip tide in d morning,so didn't go to the college and spent whole day watching movies and serials,skipped the gym too.
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Friday, April 18, 2008
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Now feeling so sleeepy had a gr8 workout today also have to start working on my project tomorrow..so gotaa go guys..tc
Monday, April 14, 2008
But look at the positive side--at least i know who are my real friends now.
Ashu and Sid I will always miss you guys!
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Saturday, April 12, 2008
college is off till Tuesday and i have to go to Pankaj's marriage tomorrow,so i am going to sleep right away.C ya ppl
Only you two?? the teacher asked
yes came the reply
Then i don't think we need the whiteboard today. Let’s sit together and finish this topic off. Today we are going to study Boundary fill and flood fill algorithm -teacher said
AND both of them obeyed the orders as they always do as this teacher was at least trying hard to explain the topics to them and was a different experience for them.
After 15 minutes he started talking about why he has joined this college. He was a student like them in U.P. tech university last year but his 5th semester result got withheld and here he was watching his life go haywire.He told them he didn't like the job but he's got no choice..he reaches home at 10:30 sleeps for only 6 hrs and then he has to get ready to catch the train to get to a town that's 35 km from college and then if he's lucky enough he catches the college bus on time to do his duties.He's trying to break into corporate world to make some money to support his family and make his father proud who is an advocate.Then he says to me try in modelling man..and i am like...WTF man! where did that came from!!Then he goes on to say what they all say....blah blah blah....
In the end i just felt so sad for that man,who has to do what he doesn't want to do to survive in this world of vultures.Maybe soon enough he will get an opportunity to catch his dreams and make his parents proud.If everything came as easy.....
Other than this incident of learning a lot about someone there was a surprise in the evening.It was Sameep,he came to my home with Pankaj's Mom to invite me and my mom for Pankaj's marriage.Our eyes met for a second but their was no friendliness in them(including mine)..then mom said "Vicky cheenu ko baitha to sahi.." and i just stood there and said nothing for a second or two..then i bent down to touch Pankaj's Mom's feet to get her blessings....
They left in a minute..after that i don't know why ,but i felt i did something wrong by not shaking Sameep's hand...but then that's how i am, and i just cant help it.And then their was a blackout in our town.So i was not able to go my favourite place in whole wide world..Ravi's Gym.Then came Pankaj's call to make sure that i was coming on 13Th to his marriage...it took him 2 and 1/2 minutes to convince me to come(He hasn't called Vishal).So on 13th this kid is going to the Party guys..yeyeyey
Friday, April 11, 2008
The following post is to be read as on 10th APril !!
"Naa hai Pana ,NaaKhona hi hai"
the phone sang as he was fighting with weights in the
Things got settled down after 2-3 days and I have in my heart a grudge for Vishal.He’ll pay that’s for sure but as they say.."Revenge is the dish best served cold."
So I just concentrated on other priorities in my life.
So today that’s 9th April as we went to CLUB i again saw them standing there and having DRAGS. Vishal,Sameep were there…and didn’t wanted to stay there as I hate that bastard Vishal but had to still spend 5-6 minutes there as Shikher was having his drag.Life as a non-smoker is really very difficult in these situations…smoke everywhere and you just wait for others to finish so that you can get out of there.
I just needed to get this out of my system.You might think I am crazy ...nope i am as sane as u or even more.
Got home at 9:00 in darkness as there was a power cut,and it's hot here now so couldn't sleep & then Shilki called to say that she got employed,a package of 2 Something,i am so happy for her.Another one of us best friends gets employed.Now,it's me and Akhil who remain.Our time will come soon too,hopefully.
I did something silly too...i messaged Pankaj at 1:35 that i am not coming to your marriage bro.Why i did that??Coz i think that he invited Vishal....now i am waiting for him to call me.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
If You guys use googletalk then this could be useful to you...If you have got more than one Google ID, and you want to log in both of them at the same time then we have a little nice trick at our disposal-->
1. Right-click on GTalk shortcut and select Properties.
2. The shortcut properties dialog box (as shown in fig above) should popup.
3. Just add /nomutex to the existing text (as shown above).
4. Now you can launch multiple windows and use different ID's.
whoa ! all done not just login using one id in gtalk and then click the shortcut again to login using your second id..you can run numerous instances of gtalk using this trick.
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
I never used to think like this 2-3 years ago but times have changed and my friends have left me who were always there with me and i still miss her a lot.She'll always be in my memories.I will never forget her but it's hard for me when some place in college brings back all those memories.I still cherish all those moments and now i know the importance of them.One day I'll write what happened between us.Still remember her everyday,that smile is always there when i close my eyes.Omg..i miss her soooo much..one day she'll know maybe how much i loved her and my love was true.
Monday, April 7, 2008
Looks like that today i am again in a mood of edgy confidence and frustration.
so no more writing today,need to freshen up myself.I think my optimism has ebbed.
Saturday, April 5, 2008
I was there but my mind was not.Have had this feeling in most of the parties i go to..
i just don't like that atmosphere that builds with booze i think...but still i go to b social.Anyways,one by one they left and At 12:00 a.m. only 3 were left Mujahid, Mohit & Monu and they were giving me "Gyan" about life.They were right about everything they said and i hate them for that.Monu says if i stay with him long enough he's going to change me,he says that i am too childish(agreed m8)and i need to grow up.I know he's right and i want to change too but i don't know if i will like myself then.
Best of luck to Monu..you've a difficult task at hand bro.
So,This party cost me 4200 rs..Another learning experience this was--an expensive one too.
Friday, April 4, 2008
Thursday, April 3, 2008
Happy B'day to me..muuaaah till next time...
Last year the b'day was so good.I was made to cut 3 cakes and was given three rounds b'day bumps ....it was so much fun.As of this birthday i think i will just have a simple dinner with mom.There are so many friends i have and only 10 of them actually called up...let's c how many call me up before the day ends..I'll let you all know. Anyways, I think will study a little now then hit the hay.
something i heard somewhere just comes to mind--
Some years pass in a day..
somethings change and somethings fade...
rest i forgot....lol.