smell of earth after rain

it's 5th April 11:30 a.m.so last night we had a party and as usual all my so called friends were there but only few of them are really.I had to tell most of them that why i am giving this party as only 5 remembered my b'day.And ya to my surprise Sameep came..although i called him, i still never thought he would come & ya handshakes happened,he wished me and i thanked him too but that was it.Hope we become what we were a year ago.I miss him a lot sometimes.He is the one guy in our group who has same interests as mine.Maybe one day we'll sit together and chat like we used to or listen to those linkin park songs..miss those days a lot.

I was there but my mind was not.Have had this feeling in most of the parties i go to..
i just don't like that atmosphere that builds with booze i think...but still i go to b social.Anyways,one by one they left and At 12:00 a.m. only 3 were left Mujahid, Mohit & Monu and they were giving me "Gyan" about life.They were right about everything they said and i hate them for that.Monu says if i stay with him long enough he's going to change me,he says that i am too childish(agreed m8)and i need to grow up.I know he's right and i want to change too but i don't know if i will like myself then.
Best of luck to Monu..you've a difficult task at hand bro.

So,This party cost me 4200 rs..Another learning experience this was--an expensive one too.