MY DAD and MOM on their honeymoon in Nainital.
Sometimes the ending brings you back to the beginning.
I traveled evil roads
and dark fucking routes
I've been to evil places
and loved the evil pleasures
I've wanted to taste those evil lips of my fantasies
It's mostly evil that I have done
it will haunt me forever
I don't want forgiveness
and I won't beg you to please forgive me like someone weak,
because I don't think I've sinned
somewhere there may be angels singing and devils laughing...
and I don't believe in all these fucking assholes and destiny writers called 'GODS'
I've just been what I am.I am doing my best to smile and always having fun.
But some one keeps shouting,"father" in my head.
I miss you sometimes not everyday not every month....just sometimes.
I am being honest here ...that's all.
On 25th it's going to be Eight years since you left me.I miss you dad.
But some one keeps shouting,"father" in my head...
ReplyDeleteme too...
hugs
bearhugs sis
ReplyDeleteI miss him and his love.
That is an awesome tribute ther:))
ReplyDelete@ Pria :
ReplyDeleteI don't think taht this is awesome. Just a day to let my thoughts out.
Thanks Pria
Take care
That was wonderful V, And looking at that picture, reminds me of looking at your sister and you. You two both pay a lot of resemblance to your parents.
ReplyDeleteHappy Father's Day, to all the father's out there. In ours, we have some wonderful Fathers.
Nice way you've put your feelings, still keeping you head high. I love you no regrets attitude. All the best buddy.
ReplyDeletenice one !!
ReplyDeleteall i can say is hugs!!!
ReplyDeletegr8. sweet luv of a boy for his father... nice one frnd
ReplyDeleteHey Rainboy...
ReplyDeleteIt’s sooooooo touching...
Minus the sugar coating...brutally honest to the point of being painful...
And in its own way...special!
After tasting the evil lips of fantasies, the realization of something pure in reality is even greater!
It is so honest n heartfelt that it deserves the longest of hugs for u....
Been there, done that...where you are now, is what truly matters:-)
*hugs* Vik
ReplyDelete@ HannahK ::
ReplyDeletethanks Ne :)
yeah Happy Father's Day, to all the father's out there...we had wonderful fathers for sure...though I realized it late.
@ The Enduring Spirit :
ReplyDeletethanks for reading bro...
take care
@ deepa kashyap :
ReplyDeleteThanks Deepa :)
tc
@ Mayz :
ReplyDeletebearhugs cloneman :D
@ Anonymous ::
ReplyDeleteThanks dear. :)
@ suruchi :
ReplyDeleteI like to be brutal..coz that's what truth is :)
longest of hugs to you too friend...
I am at home ...leaving for a mountain trip with friends tomorrow. Will be back in 4-5 days...
keep missing me :D hhahah
take care
@ My Friend of Misery ::
ReplyDeletehugs friend :)
I miss mine too sometimes :(
ReplyDeleteFathers.
ReplyDeleteThis post leaves me speechless. Some entities stand outside the capacity of being encapsulated in a mere whirlpool of words.
Long long ago I'd made a trial. Though I know it was no where closer to what I wanted to say of express.
http://intelligensia-cinderella.blogspot.com/2006/05/between-heart-and-lips.html
God bless His soul. And You.
ReplyDeletei had tears in my eyes when i finished reading the post.
ReplyDeleteanyways am here after long n like always i am touched by yur post...take care buddy.
sometimes happen all the time....
ReplyDeleteTake Care Bro.
ReplyDeletePoignantly put.
ReplyDeletePeace. take care. Be well.
I liked it but i dont think i understood it cmopletely.... felt like there was too much to say and there were many hidden incidences...
ReplyDeleteThis was a great piece V, sorry it took me so long to drop by my friend.
ReplyDeleteHi Rain, you wrote this poem with a deep feeling
ReplyDeleteof earnest-ness and honesty.
Your parents look like cinema stars.
back to this place after eons!! and right away i find the point blank, blatantly in-your-face honesty.. bro, i cannot say anything about the post, cos it is too personal and too emotive for me to even begin feeling about..
ReplyDeletebut you definitely rock!!!
i must say that photo of your parents is a joy to behold. it's a visual poetry alone that transcends time. plus your poetry makes it immortal...
ReplyDeleteI gazed at that photograph for long!
ReplyDeleteKeep smiling through the ups and downs..
@ (¯`•._.•[Raajii]•._.•´¯) ::
ReplyDeleteWe all miss the ones we lost,sometime.
@ Cinderella ::
ReplyDeleteI read your post a long time ago.
YOU said it all sis.
take care
@ Gazal Bharadwaj ::
ReplyDeleteThank you for reading ...
take care :)
@ Mysterious Mia ::
ReplyDeleteI have missed reading you too. I will try to be more frequent.
Take care n be good.
@ myslykemeeh ::
ReplyDeleteSometime happens sometimes :P
@ Vee ::
ReplyDeleteI will Big B. Where have you been ? I have missed talking to you.
@ Tings ::
ReplyDeleteyes there were many hidden incidences.Can't share them all here.
Thanks for reading...
Take care n be good
@ Beach Bum ::
ReplyDeleteThanks mate...
Look at how long it has taken me to reply back to you :P
take care bro
@ Toi :
ReplyDeleteThanks a ton and welcome here :D
just something I had to let out.
They were awesome in their days :D
take care
@ Kartz ::
ReplyDeleteThanks man
I have missed you.
@ Phaedrus ::
ReplyDeletethanks man... What was keeping you away :P
take care n be good bro
@ the spool artist ::
ReplyDeleteThat's a wonderful comment.
Thanks a lot friend.
parents are immortal for us... :)
take care
@ indicaspecies ::
ReplyDeleteWhen I smile I look like devil :P hahaha
take care