Wednesday, February 18, 2009


If there could be one moment
where you didn't cross my mind
I think I'd live forever in it
and leave the rest behind
cause I don't think
now, I truly know
that mark you left upon me
is a scar that runs real raw
and no matter how I try to fade you
from the corners of my heart
I can't seem to dull the rougher edges
to make your memory less sharp
and it's times just like these dreary days
where once you'd be the one
to hold my head tight in your arms
while I cried out all the pain
but you are just a memory
one that refuses to wane
and my own arms are my only comfort
and no tear is cried in vain
cause I don't believe I've really wept
since last I saw your face
but I'd really like to mend that now
and let every single tear cry out
so I can breathe in the fresher air
without the blur of you that lingers there

i tried to close it once and for all today
i just wanted to tell her that i was wrong
we could be the friends that we were
i called her she didn't pick up
she messaged me
"i don't want 2 talk to u.plz don't call me or msg me..."
i don't even know what i did wrong..
i loved her 100% and what i get???
i like to blame myself for everything ..but really don't know what was my fault.

now i really want to change
Vikram-nice guy = whatever that is good and doesn't hurt.

i am going to change ...
i don't believe in true love anymore...
these romantic films gave me unrealistic expectations about love..
so stupid i was,...
would try to never be again...
this was an experience ..and not only i regret it but i cherish it too..

OXY,Mayz,and SID i need that gyaan session from u guys!gonna give a call to u guys soon...

girls ..
y do guys behave the way they do??
this is one of the reason...

me gonna change and i am gonna change big time....
most of u are not going to like me..