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Sunday, August 3, 2008

another sleepless night of memories



Those days those times
drowning in delight
didn't look at my watch once
pretend you heard it in a movie,
no time passes like the time we passed it up
and night talks have a way about themselves.
i can't fade the moments
Me won't let Me
you with me
bloody, messy romance
it clings to me, Always
i feel the pain I've put you through
but i'm in love with only You

you not with me now
a fact that gleams
the way the memory replays itself
begins to hurt my eyes
and my muscles like a burning

I still dream that
someday wind will back me,
And she'll embrace me as her own
I'll think back on all I've left behind
Laughing, thinking on all I still have

can't quite grip this,
suspicious eyelids blinking
to keep the light out in turn

taking leave of boundless love,
i'd shudder to think of how
but tomorrow there'll be loneliness,
and it all seems darker now

i think love is like sand,
the way it behaves as it falls through hands.
this Road was never meant to end
these who are Strangers now, were old friends.

i think that i have cried in the past couple of days over some such silliness that left my life so hollow feeling
this isn't a poem
it isn't a story,it isn't anything creative
i hope that i'm dumb sometimes and i just don't see the shit

going to cry myself to sleep with the light off...
stupid
stupid
nearly forgot to wish my dear ones..
Sid,Ashu,Mujji,Anshu,Akhil,sheetal,shilki and sukku.
i know you are always there for me whatever happens.
Happy Friendship day to all of you.

14 comments:

  1. "I still dream that
    someday wind will back me,
    And she'll embrace me as her own" - Amen.

    Just keep the faith buddy.Happy Friendship Day :)

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  2. @ *~*{Sameera}*~*

    thank you sis thank you

    and Happy friendship day to you too.
    :)

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  3. Happy Friendship's Day To You Too....Mujhe kaun wish karega???? Aapke Uncle???? :D

    Anyway....loved the post as usual.

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  4. @ gagan
    hehe..yaar! phir hasa diya tune. :D
    oh yaar i'll wish you yaar who else...Happy Friendship day buddy..Keep rocking man.

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  5. **this Road was never meant to end
    these who are Strangers now, were old friends.

    that kinda brought back memories man!!!

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  6. Lolz....Dont you think thats what friends are for....to make the other smile and laugh even when he is having a tough time????

    Happy Friendship's Day To You Too!

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  7. c'mon.....cheer up body , it was friendship day today ;) n yur friends wanna see u smile.....so smile pls
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    Click ;)

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  8. *Hugs*

    no matter what you are never alone :)

    you have friends to support you,always.


    happy friendships day

    -phoenix

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  9. @ mayz
    hope u have less of those memories.

    @gagan
    :D :D

    @Princess Mia
    body ??
    galti se mistake hui kyaa?? hehehe

    i am smiling...click ;)

    @raka
    xoxo x 1000

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  10. i think love is like sand,
    the way it behaves as it falls through hands.

    Yep, its more slippery when u think in confidence and shud grab it at ease.

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  11. "love exists to show us how much one can endure."

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  12. @ Priya
    i am so confused these days :(
    there's no way out for me.

    @ rain girl

    and what if i can't endure more...

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  13. "i feel the pain Ive put you through
    but I'm in love with only you"

    How does those two correlate...,putting through pain and still claiming to love.sigh.I guess its the human nature.

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